Monday, October 18, 2004

Good Morning Ladies....

Seeing as how I have a new fan base, and this is a public forum, allow me speak my mind...

I know you read this, as I was tipped off by someone who heard your shrieks of discovery from afar.

Perhaps, I should be flattered that you went to such lengths to find this site (and share it with each other), maybe it is that you all really do want to know me, however I am not amused because I know that is not why you did it.

Welcome to my world. In case you were wondering, this is my way of communicating with my friends who live all over the country and also serves as a wonderful way to vent so I don’t have to be snippy or rude to people I encounter in life who offend me.

I am glad that this happened in a way, because I have been meaning to say this for a long time. You may think you know me, but you really honestly don't. I am saddened that in the fact we all have been acquaintances for close to a year and a half, and I feel that you never really have tried to know me. It seems that it has become easier to just assume things (and we all know what happens when you assume things..). I understand I don't fit into your mold. I differ from you, and that isn't better or worse. No one is perfect and who actually thinks that one size fits most? Diversity, after all, is what makes the world beautiful.

I have tried hard to ignore the things you say about me. I try to leave everything behind at 5 pm, thinking that the second I walk out the door it is a new beginning, although I am not so sure that you all do the same. We don't have to be friends, I think that it is obviously never going to happen, but we do have to deal with each other on a regular basis. So, in conclusion, read on if you feel like it, comment if you please, it isn't going to bother me.

Good grief, after all this drama, I think I need a ciggie…